25.09.2026
Whatever anyone’s concept of an ideal body looks like, and whatever other people think, there is certainly a template that I desire for my own body. Which is ironic. Because I have been known for my body and looks since I was a kid. My nickname at home is ‘Sonu’ which is handsome. And at school, I was known as ‘the beast’ because I was so strong and muscular.
I would never get any cosmetic surgery on my body. I am against it in principle. It annoys me when people are getting their teeth straightened instead of leaving them natural. I believe everyone should be happy with what they have.
But the mind is contradictory. The daydream goes like this. An alien brings me up to their spaceship. And then they fix my body. Without any operations. With their wonder technology. What is it that they ‘fix’?
There is a big list. Here it is in order:
– My hair is thinning. They bring all the hair on my head back. With the brown colour it had when I was a kid.
– I’m five foot six. Although I’ve never worried about my height, I know potential partners care about it. So they make me tall.
– Making me lose my short sightedness.
– They make my body and face completely symmetrical.
– Losing weight.
– Making my muscles bigger and more toned. Making my shoulders wider.
– Straightening teeth.
– Getting rid of wrinkles.
Whatever these fantasies of the body in these uncontrollable daydreams, I am secure in myself. After all, I’ve gotten through almost forty four years of life being told I’m handsome and super fit. And in any case, I weight train regularly. I have been sculpting my body since I was sixteen years old.
It just shows you that an accepted ideal of beauty works away at the unconscious trying to do away with the body that you actually have. You want to lose the real you in an imagination and fantasy of the body. Whatever you might think about it with your conscious mind.
