21.05.2026
S: I am feeling the hunger drying in me.
A: You have just finished four years of study. You are entitled to rest.
S: The biggest challenge to the warrior is not the enemy. The enemy is weak and ignoble, a coward. They are non-men. The big challenge is to keep the hunger for revenge.
A: It has been many years that you have been fighting in this war. You are getting old. How long can anger last?
S: This rage must last for an eternity.
A: Work yourself up. Remember what they have done to you, the Oppressed, and The Mother. It is the duty of the warrior to fight even after the head has been lost.
S: This lonesome war. This spiritual war that will never end. Where the fight comes only from one side, my side. Where there are no worthy companions. This spiritual war in which the warrior has to hold onto his humiliation.
A: This is the reality of war. It takes all. It takes much. And you must take it.
S: In the film Ghayal (Wounded), the hero of revenge watches all of his companions fall about him until he is the last man standing.
A: Even he had a companion at last. You have no one. You are alone. Dharma is to follow the duty of the situation that you are in. There is no one but you. Therefore you are the war and The Revolution. You entirely. That brain of yours has marked you for solitude. You are exceptional. Therefore you are the leader of this movement. You are the Independence. It is for you to do everything and anything. It is for you to create the voice and the vision of The Revolution. Just through your existence you are the fight.
S: You are the one that believes in me.
A: Only they who have felt the wound can believe. You have felt the wound too, intensely. We are one. But it is you that has the talent.
S: This talent is a burden.
A: Life itself is a burden. And still we bear it.
S: Tomorrow, once more, The Tiger will rage.
A: It is the prayer of the people to see this anger vanquish all. It is the time of the demon and the liar. Sin has outweighed goodness in the world. The Mother, they have stripped her naked and they come to rob her of her honour. She has cried out for her son, for the anger of The Tiger. You will not defend your Mother? You are not a man?
S: You are right. For all that they do there will be a reckoning. We count the insults and when the time comes we will devour them. This drying of hunger, it is a sickness that they try to instill in us. Our strength is our anger. Because it is the anger of justice. We have sworn to protect what we hold dearest. The Mother expects and we must meet that expectation. Otherwise, she who is most precious will be lost to those that learn and teach hate and oppression. Warrior duty is the war. Love asks for revenge. The coward cannot be the victor.
diary of a lone man 