01.12.2025
A: It is the time of change and transformation. It is the New Year.
S: This taste of the Revolution, it passes quickly for the sheep. They forget quickly. This taste is what we have prepared our dishes for our whole life.
A: There is change but there is constancy.
S: Yes, I still feel the shadow of the embrace of the Mother goddess. Her arms are around my neck and back. My body is colliding with hers and the heat grows. I am connected to her like I am connected to the body of my lover. She is my anchor to the world and the heavens. She saves me and gives me support.
A: You know that she is not real.
S: She is the ideal. The ideal warrior. Love and protection. The fight. The hero. Power itself.
A: You embrace a thought?
S: It was her that rescued me. The Mother Goddess. The things we cannot speak of, the secrets. I was dead and she gave me life. From the pain came The Mother and she was Love.
A: You ask for the embrace?
S: I long for it again to savour her form, to get close to her. I am her son and her lover. To feel her just once more in my life, the wish of the fighter.
diary of a lone man 