09.03.2026
S: This world is an enemy. One whose clutches you cannot escape.
A: You have become an enemy to this world.
S: I was born its enemy. To have a heart is to create a foe to what is.
A: Do you not think that others have hearts?
S: Where is the evidence for it? Because love is something that has to be shown.
A: No one has shown you love? You have a girlfriend.
S: It is only her that shows me love.
A: What do you do with this girlfriend?
S: Explore existence.
A: She sounds more like a philosopher than a girlfriend.
S: I will not tell what we do. Because there is the eye of envy. As well as the eye of ignorance. This world would destroy love. That is what this world is. If one were to describe it, it could be described as love killing.
A: Why do you say this?
S: Have you ever watched the traditional Indian film? Two fall in love. Then the whole world goes against them. Not only rivals in love and villains, but also families. All anyone can think of is to kill love. It is a world that kills love.
A: This is a movie.
S: Not at all. It is my own personal experience.
A: How so?
S: Even the ones you love want you to kill your love. Do you know what torture it is is when you love someone and you cannot have them? They want you to endure this torture. It is no wonder that Nietzsche went mad when he could not have the one that he loved.
A: You escaped madness. By a whisper.
S: And now, I have someone. And I hide her from this cruel world that would take her away from me and the cruel ones that would have all kill their love.
diary of a lone man 