22.12.2025
S: Against the voice outside, there is the voice inside.
A: How you talk to yourself?
S: Yes, the voice of power and the voice of daring.
A: What does the voice inside say?
S: The voice inside tells me that I am Love. The voice inside says to break the mouth of the law, the corruption of what counts as right and justice here. The voice inside tells me that I am a hero, that I am a genius, that I am the only real man in this country.
A: You are so proud of being a man. It is just a gender category.
S: It is one that I have chosen. And been chosen for. To stand for strength and courage. To stand for protection. The warrior.
A: They say that you are toxic.
S: Freedom says fuck you. Freedom says fuck you to the world. Fuck your cowardice, fuck your lack of ability and fuck your prejudice. They are happy for their fucking little non-men to have their unjust and false wars for the corruption that is the state. They are happy for these perverts to rape women abroad and to kill the innocent. I do not fight for the state. I fight for the people, for us. For the Oppressed.
A: Where is your war?
S: In everything that I do. How I love. How I write. What I think. What I do. It is the Revolution.
A: And the voice outside?
S: The voice outside is saying not to be a man. Not to have desire. That me and my people are nothing, to be cast aside and away. The voice outside is saying to be a slave and a non-man, like the slaves and the non-men here. The voice outside is saying to live a selfish and greedy life with no responsibilities and no values. The voice outside is saying let the rich fuck you and rule over you. To accept race as a marker of status and privilege and to eat this fucking bullshit because of my ethnicity. This voice is hate. It says to hate. To abandon love.
A: This voice says all these things?
S: The voice inside is more powerful than the voice outside. The voice inside is winning. Freedom says fuck you.
diary of a lone man 