22.10.2025
S: When you think about it, there are millions of children that I am producing in a day. But none of them ever see the light of day.
A: And? It is the same for every man. You can’t regret potential for not happening. Everyone is full of potential.
S: Are they though? Is talent that common? I doubt it. But the point that I am making is that there are possibly hundreds of geniuses that I could be producing.
A: Here is this claim again. What qualifies you as a genius? Presumably you are saying that you want to pass on your intelligence?
S: Being able to see what no one else can see. I have proved it time and time again. Look at each of my publications. For these famous authors, they have been studied by experts for their whole life. And those experts still can’t see what I am seeing.
A: If you are such a genius, why don’t you have any recognition?
S: Racism. Ignorance. Difference is marginalised in this culture. If you can’t take my word for it, look at the studies that prove it statistically. The intelligensia in this country is one of the most racist in the entire world. Do you know why I was rejected from Cambridge? I passed the interview. It was my brown skin that got in the way. So they pooled me and eventually did not have me. It doesn’t matter what anyone says about it. That is what they are like. Full of racist shit. There is always the reluctance and the excuse. Any excuse. Exclusion on the flimsiest of pretexts. How many of those people they chose over me have published books and articles like I have? Exactly.
A: If you are a genius, don’t you owe it to the world to write?
S: I don’t owe this world of shit anything or anything to anyone.
A: You are squandering your talent.
S: Fuck these people. Let them drown in their ignorance. The gift is too precious to give to them.
A: Yet you told me that you are writing that new book, that colossal and earth-shattering book.
S: I will write it. Because one has been chosen to know all alone of the countless. Because one is a genius. Because a genius is proven by work, not by recognition.
A: If you are this genius, work out a way to pass it on. The waste if you are right…
S: I am working on it. In love, like in work, like in life, genius is not rewarded. Whereas ignorance…
diary of a lone man 