10.03.2026
S: In his stories about the detective, Doyle could not understand the insane anger of women or the natives.
A: You understand it?
S: I am it. I am rage.
A: Why?
S: When you are angry, you are angry for yourself. I am angry for the community. And that is a lot of anger.
A: How can you be angry for the community?
S: I have five degrees after this year, including a masters and a doctorate. Yet I do not work in a graduate role or use my education in any significant way. I am angry at the uselessness of education. My grandfather had a degree. When he came to this country, he had to work in non graduate roles because of his ethnicity. I am angry at the uselessness of education. My people, the low castes, they would not let them learn. They said education would improve our lot. It hasn’t. I am angry at the uselessness of education.
A: What then is the fruit of this anger? It is also useless.
S: You are wrong. The use of the education of anger is that it makes you stronger. It gives you the strength to go on despite them. The ones that have made education useless. That have made the life of the intellect an ordeal. This anger has unfolded the secrets of this world of ignorance and prejudice. This anger? It is what has created The Tiger.
A: Insane anger.
S: For an insane world.
diary of a lone man 